March 5, 2009
Just back from my bi-weekly OB appt. My doctor is raising the "yellow" flag with a few concerns about the baby's growth. I'm still measuring about three weeks behind in size. I have to begin going for weekly appointments to have a BPP (bio physical) exam on the baby. They want to check her growth and make sure her heart is developing on track.
In addition, every four weeks I'll get another in depth ultrasound to measure the baby's growth. I'm perfectly happy to start getting more glimpses of our little girl, but I admit to being anxious about what it means to her health. I'm a little scared. I asked him if this could be brought on by extreme stress and he assured me that I'm being a good mother.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
February 26, 2009
Today was a good day. Dennis and I got to see our baby girl again. I had an appointment for an extra measurement ultra sound to check on baby girl's growth. I'm measuring about three weeks behind in size so the doctor ordered the extra scan.
It was a very fast appointment, but very exciting nonetheless. I'll gladly take every chance I get to take an extra look at our little girl. Little is right; She's measuring at 2 lb 7 oz which is only the 40th percentile at this stage. She's burrowed low in my pelvis, just as I suspected.
Little is just fine with me. She can grow big and strong once she graces us with her presence.
Today was a good day. Dennis and I got to see our baby girl again. I had an appointment for an extra measurement ultra sound to check on baby girl's growth. I'm measuring about three weeks behind in size so the doctor ordered the extra scan.
It was a very fast appointment, but very exciting nonetheless. I'll gladly take every chance I get to take an extra look at our little girl. Little is right; She's measuring at 2 lb 7 oz which is only the 40th percentile at this stage. She's burrowed low in my pelvis, just as I suspected.
Little is just fine with me. She can grow big and strong once she graces us with her presence.
Plan B, Where are you?
February 19, 2009
It's been a very difficult week in our household with lots of scary news. Last week, I was given news that my position will be cut from full-time to part-time beginning July 1. The news hit hard as a complete shock. I never imagined that my position was in jeapardy.
Being the financial head of the house adds an added burden on an already stressed pregnant woman. My job carries all health insurance, pension, and flex spending. The cut in hours (40 to 26) will severely cut my take home pay to half it's normal amount.
Just one week later, Dennis was given his pink slip at the end of his work day....no warning! His boss approached him at the end of the day with the news that it would be his last day. As you can imagine, it's devastating news. Both of our incomes are necessary, never mind having them both slashed or eliminated concurrently!
I've not been sleeping and am in constant distress over the situation. I cry; I eat; I get headaches. I'm stuck. I can't look for a new position being six months pregnant. All I can do is try my best to focus on staying healthy until the baby is born.
God always has a plan B. That's what I'm told and am trying to believe. Dennis is reaching out to contacts and hoping to secure a new position. I'm also doing what I can to figure out how we can make this work. More than likely I'll need to secure a part-time job or find a new job altogether. It's not what I was planning.
Be careful what you wish for, right? I've been longing to spend more time with Hayden. This just isn't the method I was hoping for. OK God, we'll do our best to leave this in your hands. Our needs are always met; we just need to believe everything will work out for the best.
Until then, we'll do our best to keep our chins up and continue to look up for guidance.
It's been a very difficult week in our household with lots of scary news. Last week, I was given news that my position will be cut from full-time to part-time beginning July 1. The news hit hard as a complete shock. I never imagined that my position was in jeapardy.
Being the financial head of the house adds an added burden on an already stressed pregnant woman. My job carries all health insurance, pension, and flex spending. The cut in hours (40 to 26) will severely cut my take home pay to half it's normal amount.
Just one week later, Dennis was given his pink slip at the end of his work day....no warning! His boss approached him at the end of the day with the news that it would be his last day. As you can imagine, it's devastating news. Both of our incomes are necessary, never mind having them both slashed or eliminated concurrently!
I've not been sleeping and am in constant distress over the situation. I cry; I eat; I get headaches. I'm stuck. I can't look for a new position being six months pregnant. All I can do is try my best to focus on staying healthy until the baby is born.
God always has a plan B. That's what I'm told and am trying to believe. Dennis is reaching out to contacts and hoping to secure a new position. I'm also doing what I can to figure out how we can make this work. More than likely I'll need to secure a part-time job or find a new job altogether. It's not what I was planning.
Be careful what you wish for, right? I've been longing to spend more time with Hayden. This just isn't the method I was hoping for. OK God, we'll do our best to leave this in your hands. Our needs are always met; we just need to believe everything will work out for the best.
Until then, we'll do our best to keep our chins up and continue to look up for guidance.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Hayden turns one!
January 21, 2009
I'm feeling a bit blue as I look at my little man and think back to one year ago as we brought him home from the hospital. Everyone always says it, but the time does go by much too quickly.
Over the weekend Hayden was having a rough time with his molar (9 1/2 teeth now!) and trying to settle down in his crib. He'd only stay calm if I held my hand on his chest. It made me think back to when he was an infant and how we had to soothe him to sleep early on. Where does it go!?
I picked him up to cuddle and hold him and whamo...the tears started to flow. I just love this little man more than I ever thought possible!
It's so amazing to watch his development. He's so excited when he learns something new. The look on his faces just cries "Mommy, look what I did!!" It's so precious. I just love this little guy!!!
Didn't care too much for sticking his fingers into the frosting. Mommy, what is this icky stuff on my finger?
And here he is post party...completely tuckered out.
I'm feeling a bit blue as I look at my little man and think back to one year ago as we brought him home from the hospital. Everyone always says it, but the time does go by much too quickly.
Over the weekend Hayden was having a rough time with his molar (9 1/2 teeth now!) and trying to settle down in his crib. He'd only stay calm if I held my hand on his chest. It made me think back to when he was an infant and how we had to soothe him to sleep early on. Where does it go!?
I picked him up to cuddle and hold him and whamo...the tears started to flow. I just love this little man more than I ever thought possible!
It's so amazing to watch his development. He's so excited when he learns something new. The look on his faces just cries "Mommy, look what I did!!" It's so precious. I just love this little guy!!!
He was so excited by his "woof" cake!
Didn't care too much for sticking his fingers into the frosting. Mommy, what is this icky stuff on my finger?
And here he is post party...completely tuckered out.
Christmas Fun!
Christmas 2008
Hayden got to meet Santa Claus at day care. He did well, but wasn't too sure about that strange man holding him.
He really liked his "woofie" Christmas stocking. He thought it was so much fun to cuddle with.
Hayden got to meet Santa Claus at day care. He did well, but wasn't too sure about that strange man holding him.
He really liked his "woofie" Christmas stocking. He thought it was so much fun to cuddle with.
One of Hayden's favorite gifts was his big learning kitchen from Grandma Carol and Grandpa Paul.
Daddy's Hat
December 21, 2008
I love to try on Daddy's big hat.
I couldn't resist putting this picture up. I love the expression on Hayden's face!
I love to try on Daddy's big hat.
I couldn't resist putting this picture up. I love the expression on Hayden's face!
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